By: Jenny Alforria
Could my traumatic life be just a dream?
Its so unbearably dramatic fake
Is what it seems
Can my emotionally and physically abusive mom
Be just a made up image in my mind
If this is just a dream
I’ve been dreaming for a long time
And reality is difficult to find
Was I really forced to find my own food?
And could my Dad’s death be apart of this nightmare too
Did I really get threatened with a gun when I was only ten years old?
And may I ask why
My mom was selling my body out in the bitter cold
I’m sick of being in this lost world
As a suicidal girl
I’m sick of being alone
And feeling unloved
As all my hurt is over filled in one tiny cup
And if this is just a dream
Please wake me up!