My Suicide Note
For a really long time I’ve been wanting to die.
It’s getting really hard to breathe
And be this person I don’t like to see
I can’t stand this person I have become
Constantly avoiding life on life terms
I hate how exhausted I constantly am
How I spend my days in the bed all day
Too weak to even stand
Depression and anxiety constantly eating at my life
Fighting so long that I no longer fight
Drowning in symptoms of PTSD
Locked up in my room
Binge Watching tv episodes
To escape my life of doom
Not showering for days at a time
Did I mention binge watching tv episodes
But my life is the only thing on rewind….
Too fatigued to comb or wash my hair
Too scared to look into the mirror,
Life imprisoned by fear
Yeah this is a suicide note
Of a suicide I’ve committed a long time ago.
I’m grieving over a girl who died a long time ago.
Now that I’m in the after life……I came to realize there is a life that’s after life.
And I’m ready to start fucking living now.
See like I said I’ve already committed suicide.
I already died!
Now it’s time to come back from the dead
Into the land of the living
Free, happy, alive and well.
I’m ready to live
rise out my grave
And escape my hell!
By: Jenny Alforria